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Saturday, September 30, 2006
+ Mid-term break +
Darn, the end of my holidays is approachin. Thank God i finished my work last saturaday at 3am so i could party my waking hours. I've spent most of my free time in the following fashion: 25% script writing 10% getting naps i had long needed 10% socialising 10% general life admin: bloggin, read emails, frienster, flixter 10% moping over past BAD decisions 18% games, entertainment, watching soccer 4% excercise 5% fellowship 3% spendin time wif God 2% reading 3% practice guitar Think i was high the whole of last week, cos this week i felt really shagged. For once i felt i was tired of being high, tired of being myself. Everytime i'm with friends my mental alertness shoots up, to be able to crack a joke about anythin that can come my way. Makin ppl laugh is one of my favorite hobbies, and being around ppl who talk provides no shortage of input. man... as much as i felt i needed this week to spend some time alone, i wish i didn't spend so much of it moping. Goes against my ideals. Gotta move on. But the past has a way of grabbing you. Kinda difficult to forget her, cos she was fun to be with. She lost my respect, but not my friendship. A pity, you can only change people who want to be changed. I'm reminded that God can do anything, change anyone, but He's got His own timing and agenda. I hope i am able to roll with it. I do feel changed this week, been a long time since i felt that. My views about girls has become crystalized, defined in words present in my concious mind. Previously justa bunch of tangled thoughts in my subconcious. Pastor Fu-Man straightened it out in no uncertain terms. View people through Jesus' eyes. Jesus has a good destiny for all girls. God's will is for people to submit their lives for Jesus to change them. Do we dare mess with this destiny? Or are we there to help it become reality? Counting my blessings: i've changed for the better, and finished a storyboard for a play which i dare say is pretty darn good. If KRX doesn't choose it, i can always keep it for a future client. Had a cool 26th Arts Club committee thank u dinner at the Parkview Holiday Inn Hotel. Haven't dressed up all glam-glam bling-bling in a while. Overall a pretty good week. Cheers! *raises wine glass*
Friday, September 01, 2006
+ What WILL they say once I'm gone? +
This whole damn thing turned out strangely poetic for a quiz which strings a few random phrases together. i walk a lonely road. i try to aim for the greater good. i try not to be selfish. let no one say i didn't try. i chose this road. It's a good one, it gives me the freedom to be who i am, and perhaps, what i was meant to be. Still, can't help but feel its a lonely road. Fate smiles at me, all i can do is smile back. Cheers *wry smile, raises wine glass* |
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